Blogging...probably not the best night for it....

Everything happens for a reason. My reason for blogging tonight is a bottle of wine. Sometimes life throws you a curve ball and you can't do anything with it but swing for the fences and hear the Ump call for a strike 3. I think I have swung for the fences and am waiting to hear the Ump. 

 

My life is not my own.....strong statement, one I have made so many times but still holds so much meaning for me. When my hearts look at me with their brown, black, not so blue/green eyes; I am remindwd of this exact statement. They are my life. They are my world. They are my breath. A mother can endure so many challenges and obstacles in life as long as she knows her kinder are happy and taken care of. 

What?? What could possibly be wrong and admiss in their peaceful lives??! Nothing, something, anything??! Who cares??? Only care at this moment is their happiness!  Where is Mimi...where is Green??!! My glasses are too tight...  Isn't that all they care about??!  Nope!! Unfortunately, they do have feelings and minds of their own. So I regress....I give because that is what I do...I sacrifice so they don't have to...I hurt so they never will. 

Don't read too much into this...it's a blog...an avenue of release...a pallet for a

Painter...a slate for a writer. 

Everything happens for a reason.....